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7.29.2005

first day back in NTU

lalala~ yesterday is officially my first day back in NTU..
so many unfamiliar faces.. all those freshies.. haa..
all look quite 'gong' liddat.. damn sian..
wanted to go sch to print my notes and buy some textbooks one..
but then... the queue so f***ing long..
made me pissed off..
left school within an hour of reaching it.. zzz...
tmr muz go CEE to ask for approval to overload my subjects..
then muz print my notes.. and buy some books..
then also muz go shopping~!! in school..
going to meet Echo.. then walk around the pasar malam in sch..
then go over to the computer shop and check out laptops..
need to get one soon lar.. bloody hell..

then after that.. went to Tampines.. meet my darling..
and he was busy dota-ing... AGAIN...
like there's nothing else for him to do.. no other games..
then watched a VCD before he got off his butt to go bathe..
then i fell asleep on his bed..
i have no idea why i'm so freaking tired these few days..
ok.. actually i do.. answer: work..
no more already.. maybe only weekends..
mom has been complaining abt me getting back home late again..
so.. muz be a good girl.. return home early next time..

then we went down to Mandarin Gardens for a company BBQ..
and i fell asleep on the trip there again.. grr...
i feel like im turning into a sleeping cow soon..
BBQ was not bad.. food was OK.. edible.. nice..
cept when norris (plus ethan) became the chef..
no one dared to eat.. lol.. food like not cooked liddat..
satay not cooked.. chicken wing add butter..
wth.. if kenna food poisoning how? haha..
then played blackjack.. des and ray = banker..
won a little at first with my $1.. then lost it all..
darling gave me another $2 to play.. won a few bucks..
then darling also wanted to play.. then win like abt $12 liddat..
then we started going downhill... left $8..
last round.. des was banker.. dzul had to use his 'suay' hands to cut the deck..
banker got blackjack.. everyone had to pay des double..
stupid suay dzul.. with his filthy hands.. bloody hell..
in the end, we lost a total of ....... 3 bucks... hehe..
ethan see cards, his hands become very itchy sia..
then shilin keep scolding him.. quite a scene..
the 2 of them are really cute together.. lol..

then finally BBQ ended.. so tired..
reached home at abt 11.30 liddat..
bought hot choco from 7-Eleven.. but this time, its very diluted..
not nice.. i prefer the one i bought the last time round..
then chatted with darling.. but he seemed busy..
dunno what is he doing lar.. everytime dun wanna tell me..

heck.. i go sleep liao lar...
damn tired.. long day ahead tmr..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/29/2005 12:03:00 PM

nightmare

wth.. juz got up from a bloody nightmare..
ended up crying.. think my pillow's wet liao..

so.. what did i dream abt...?
i dreamt that one female colleague was not feeling well..
and we're in the office..
then darling offered to let her rest at his place..
said he will dota while she rest..
thing is: she's not his gf.. why should he care so much??
the only conclusion a girl can get.. its nothing good..
there muz be some hanky panky if its only just the 2 of them..
plus, why HIS place?? cant she go back to her own place??
and i have no idea why my mom appeared in my dream..
said something like, "i've got a place opp his.. u go there n see whats going on between them.."
and i stared at my mom before i broke down...

and woke up from the scary nightmare..
i feel so insecure now.. probably thats how i really feel abt us..
maybe thats the reason why i'm always throwing tantrums at him..
i dont wanna lose him..

dear.. if ur reading this.. please know that i love you..
dont do things that will break my heart..
i dont think i'm strong enough to endure the heart pain..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/29/2005 07:22:00 AM

7.19.2005

my 20th birthday

today... is my birthday~ enjoyed *almost* every single minute..
why is it almost?? cuz it was raining..
made me feel down also.. dint feel like going out already..

but then... darling turned up..
with a bouquet of roses and a pair of earrings from SooKee..

see the flowers? they're sooo pretty.. love them man~

and this is the pair of earrings he bought me.. so touched..
i love my baby to bits for being sooo sweet..
we wanted to catch the jap romance movie but didnt..
cuz only da front seats were left.. *yucks..*
so then we went for dinner..
and darling ate like a pig.. *scroll down for a look at the beast...*

scary right?? haha.. but never mind.. cuz i like~ LoL..

and guess what we did for our 1st Month Anniversary??
can guess?? cannot?? give up??
haha.. ok.. shall not keep you guys guessing..
the answer: naval piercing..
its not painful.. but the waiting was HORRIBLE~
some ''bitch'' was screaming inside da room..
made me break out in COLD sweat lor..
thank god the lady assured me that it aint painful at all..
and said that the ''bitch'' was probably screaming on purpose..
so ok lar.. when it was my turn, it turned out to be OK~
juz dat after that.. walking seemed a little odd..
cuz you can feel something in ur naval.. quite wierd..
but its all ok now.. hehe..

hmm.. all in all.. today is a great day..
and i thank my baby for making my day..
with all the sweet things he has done..
tolerating with my nonsense.. and putting up with my foul temper..
I LOVE YOU!! and you better know it...

ok.. before i go.. finale~
lets have a look at the precious items i got today..

ok.. that ring was bought by me..
something for OUR anniversary..

i love this very day..
i dont want it to end yet..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/19/2005 11:11:00 PM

birthdate analysis

Your Birthdate: July 19

Your birth on the 19th day of the month adds a tone of independence and extra energy to your life path.
But at the same time, it poses a number of obstacles to overcome before you are able to be as independent as you would like. The number 1 energy suggests more executive ability and leadership qualities than your path may have indicated.

A birthday on the 19th of any month gives greater will power and self-confidence, and very often a rather original approach. However, a somewhat self-centered approach to life that may be in conflict with some of the other influences in your life.
This 1 energy may diminish your ability and desire to handle details, preferring instead to paint with a broad brush.

You are sensitive, but your feeling stay somewhat repressed.
You have a compelling manner that can be dominating in many situations.
You do not tend to follow convention or take advice very well.

Consequently, you tend to learn through experience; sometimes hard experiences.
The 19/1 is a loner number and you may experience feelings of being alone even if you are married.
You may take on a tendency to be nervous and angry.

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/19/2005 12:00:00 AM

7.18.2005

losing my wisdom tooth

half my face is numb.. very numb..
having a headache as well...
why?? cuz i just had a dental surgery to extract one of my wisdom tooth..
so much blood man.. and da drilling sound was horrible lor..
scary like shit.. thank god i dint feel a thing..
just some pressure but no pain.. *whew..*

i feel so tired now.. and damn hungry too..
gotta wait for my porridge cuz i cant eat solid food..
and i gotta wait for it to cool down cuz i cant take hot stuff..
urgh... cant take it... going to sleep first..
besties coming over to my place later tonight..
cant wait to see them all.. hehe..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/18/2005 12:50:00 PM

7.12.2005

genting here i come

tralalala.. me leaving for genting tonight..
quite excited.. but keep wondering what did i forget to pack..
think i better do a list and double check..
otherwise.. tsk tsk tsk...

okie dokes.. shall return to watching Kids Central again..
haha.. zhang bu da sia.. but well..
dun care.. hee...
love all you peeps... *muacks..*

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@ 7/12/2005 06:18:00 PM

7.11.2005

lalala

lalala.. things are going fine between mom and me..
but im still not on talking terms with him..
prolly just some daily exchange but no long talk..

anyway.. mom has agreed to let me go to genting..
im sooo excited now.. the coach is tmr at 10pm..
so we'll prolly reach there on wed morning..
then we chiong to the amusement park already.. yay~
i cant wait to go man..
i should start packing my bag now.. but im too lazy..
plus, having a really bad throat day doesnt help much..
and i have no idea what to bring there..
dunno what clothes to bring.. cuz there aint cold any longer..
prolly just wear a pair of jeans.. then extra change of clothes..
and muz remember to bring my camera!! hehe..

alrighty.. thats all for this entry lar..
too lazy to continue typing..
i love all you guys out there.. you guys know who you are, right?
cant wait to see each and every one of you soon..*muacks..*

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@ 7/11/2005 10:47:00 AM

7.10.2005

harsh words

sometimes.. its hard to imagine how harsh can a father be on his daughter..
how harsh his words can be..
how cold his heart can be..
and why? juz cause i came home late..

i mean.. whats the big deal? im almost 20, for goodness sake..
i understand that parents do get worried cuz im a girl and all..
but c'mon.. im old enough to take care of myself..
i dont see why he has to say such harsh things to me..

mom and him got into a big quarrel..
even mentioned divorce..
i cant believe this actually came out juz cuz of me returning home late..
if thats the case, i might as well juz move out..
he told me to move out anyway..
he wants me out of his bloody house before he returns from HK..
sure.. no problem.. i can do that...

now im thinking of ending my studies..
or at the very least, suspend it first.. earn more cash..
that means i hafta pia very hard to get sales and hit incentive..

anyway.. i'm gonna ask around to see who is willing to take me in..
i'm going to need a place to stay when i move out..
hopefully that will end the squabbles at home..

i just wish that im free..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/10/2005 03:14:00 AM

7.01.2005

worried sick

its 2.30am liao lor.. and im not yet asleep.. why??
cuz i'm worried for an idiot who went drinking with the demon..
and from his voice, i sense that he's now freakin drunk..

if only i hadnt asked him to send me home, he'd be at home sleeping now..
all in all.. its my fault..
i should just bloody kill myself and disappear from sight man..
i wanna sleep but i cant let myself go to slp as yet..
at least not until he has reached home safely..

damn worried.. cant sleep..

Princess Hyuain â¢ ranted
@ 7/01/2005 02:29:00 AM